Miss you Mom

This is becoming a sad day. I was just sitting here reading everyones posts and I couldn't help but think that its almost one year ago that my mom past away. Its funny how no matter how mad you are at someone or hate the things that they do to themselves, that once they are gone it all goes away(the anger). Then you just are filled with the most wonderful love and wishing you could just spend one more day with them. Autumn said to me about three nights ago, when we were talking about summer and how we were going to have to get new clothes for everyone, that she would like Grandma to make her some more clothes. I reminded her that Grandma wasn't here anymore and she said she knew but couldn't I make them like Grandma? I didn't realize until today that I wish I could spend more time with her and after a year (almost) Its starting to hit me. Sometimes I think I would give my right arm if I could just spend one more day with her. I cant count how many times my mom tried to show me how to sew. Now it just shows me that everyone needs family even if you don't like their lifestyle to bad you only get one family and when they live close , you have NO excuse why you shouldn't see them more often, then you do. I have been closer to Teri and Shawn this year then ever before and I wouldn't change that for anything. I saw my dad at Thanksgiving and it was very wonderful(a little colder than I thought but still fun). My cousin just found out shes pregnant with twins(I knew someone was having them, Mom told me it was our generation, I guess she was right) and will be coming out to Utah soon so her husband can go to school. I hope that we can get together more than once while they are here. Her sister may be coming so there might be a good chance of that. I haven't seen my aunt since the funeral, once again my fault, just seems like Ive been going 500 mph. I'm not sure when cleaning the house and doing laundry became priorities to me over spending time with my family the one I made and the one I was born into. I think my New Years Resolution this year should be see the people you love more often than holidays and not worry about the 10 lbs I put on(I mean if I did put on 10 lbs which I'm not saying I did but you get it)(closer to 15 instead according to my scale which just got donated). I love my family and I think hopefully soon I would like to get my mom her stone and go up and see it delivered and put some much needed flowers on my moms grave. I would like to think if shes looking at us that she would be happy knowing we are ok and doing well. I miss you mom and wish you were here.

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Christmas in March its a White Family Tradition

Here's the kids in there Christmas outfits and such from Grandpa Steve and Grandma Rosy. Thanks so much we love them. Can you tell the kids were so excited to get their pictures done. Kids gotta love em, thats what everyone keeps telling me.

Turning 29 Again ............for the 7th time

Well that's right its my birthday again. This year turned out to be a really good one. Teri, Shawn, and Little Baby Cole came with my CRAZY family to have dinner. We were at Outback Steak house and I just have one word.............YUMMY!!!!!!!! I had such a good time I was so pleased Shawn and Teri could be there. I don't think they know that they made my birthday super special for me. Thanks guys. But I cant forget Brendan he was the big love bug who took us out.
I do have to tell you a little story about this day, several girls at work have received flowers or what have yous from people in their lives mostly husbands(since I work with mostly women) But Michelle did get some flowers from a lesbian friend she has but that's another story for another time. Well Brendan had a dental appointment on my birthday and I had been begging for him to send me flowers to my work. Well he came in he left and still no flowers, I waited all day and nothing, well at about 15 minutes before I was to get off work I get a call from Jordan telling me he was home from school. After talking for a few minutes and just as we were getting off the phone he says "oh yea mom guess what" I say "What" "Brendan got you a gift and you are really gonna like it" "oh yea" I said "what is it" "I cant tell you its a surprise" "Oh OK hey Jordan does it smell good" "Yes" "Does it die" "YES" "OK thanks Jordan" and we hang up. I can tell you all think I'm terrible for pumping my kid for information but the stories not over yet. I then hurry so I can leave on time and anyone who has had a job in the dental field knows that is not always possible (or maybe any job). So off I went very excited to FINALLY get my flowers. I pull in and see Brendan's not here so I call no answer I can't wait anymore I want to see my flowers...........It really is beautiful but its a plant and in case you don't know plants hate me, if I look at a plant in will burst into flames. I couldn't grow anything if I tried. Its good to know that I am not a farmer because I'd starve. It really is beautiful and it was sweet that he bought that for me but he has taken it from me to take care of it and Brendan said I can have the flowers but to never touch his plant. So I'm still waiting for my flowers to come to work. Maybe after reading this he will get me them. So after all that, it was a very fabulous Birthday, I love being 29 again and again and again etc.

This is me and Brendan and my date in case Brendan didn't work out.(JK Shawn)







Here' s Autumn being very good and cute.

Matt sure did like his dessert
And Jordan liked mine. Oh well one more down!

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